high points of my life today

talked to ken
went out to lunch
got an email that knocked my life out of whack (why is that a good thing? idk either)


low points

had to work w/ janet...in gray...AND GREEN
realizing that i ahev decisions to make
my arm hurts bad


this is an exerpt from the email that messed up my mind. this isnt the part that messed it up though

I accidentally ran over a rabbit just recently and thought of you again since
I knew you liked tails and feet, but I was in a hurry obviously so did not
stop to procure any parts. Sorry, but I DID think of you.

i am once again back at the question of whether i am ready for committment or not. part of me really is, but then part of me says dont be so stupid. i want to see where things could go but then again i hate to have any regrets. as billo pointed out i ahve so many criteria that its be hard for any guy to meet them and maybe that is because i just dont want anyone to meet them because i am not ready to make a committment. garrrrrr


(thanks vs for the advice. that was sorta like robe talk except there were no robes, we werent together, and nothing actually happened!)


BILLO IS COMING TO VISIT 2MORROW. ITS GONNA BE AWESOME. I MISS MY AwEsOmE PAL!